It feels as if life itself is just one joke after another. Something to keep us slightly amused before it slams us in the chest with something that reminds us just how shitty our existence really is.
Who am I kidding... I try to keep myself in good spirits, but the truth is I've been so down that I hardly want to drag myself out of bed in the mornings. Or afternoons. My happy up-beat nature that I had feels like it's wearing down to nothing. I feel exhausted almost every day. I don't want to write, go to school, or go to work.
I don't much have the urge to do anything anymore. I want to go lay down right now.
I want to go to sleep. I want... To do something.
I just wish I knew what that something was. And if it would help me find happiness in myself again.
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